Thread:Lord Of The Rings-Fan Girl/@comment-24149196-20140603152426/@comment-24238747-20141119202633

Theglem4 wrote: Real talk, guys.

We're pretty close now and now is probably one of the most applicable times to tell you this since I met you. I suffer from chronic depression. It runs in my family. I also suffer from suicidal thoughts. 75% of the time it's stressed induced. Right now, I am possibly the most suicidal I have ever been. If I ever do kill myself (or maybe if I die at all) and we are still in contact, I hope one of you will name one of your kids Nicholas, Nichole, Nikolai,  Nikolay, or  Kolya (the last three are the Russian variations of Nicholas) in my memory. And maybe have something hilarious written on my tombstone. And if you happen to be close enough to come to my funeral, that would be nice, as well. I'm glad we found each other. That's pretty serious.

I'd be happy too.