Thread:Lord Of The Rings-Fan Girl/@comment-24149196-20140603152426/@comment-24223945-20141119212516

Theglem4 wrote: Lord Of The Rings-Fan Girl wrote: Theglem4 wrote: Real talk, guys.

We're pretty close now and now is probably one of the most applicable times to tell you this since I met you. I suffer from chronic depression. It runs in my family. I also suffer from suicidal thoughts. 75% of the time it's stressed induced. Right now, I am possibly the most suicidal I have ever been. If I ever do kill myself (or maybe if I die at all) and we are still in contact, I hope one of you will name one of your kids Nicholas, Nichole, Nikolai,  Nikolay, or  Kolya (the last three are the Russian variations of Nicholas) in my memory. And maybe have something hilarious written on my tombstone. And if you happen to be close enough to come to my funeral, that would be nice, as well. My friend suffers from chronic depression too. I try my best to keep her smiling, most of the time it works.

I hope that we help you. I can promise that we will always be there for you, but if you ever think you are about to kill yourself, contact us. We will try our best to help you.

If you die in any way, suicide or not, I would be happy to name someone in your honor. You have helped me in many ways. Made me laugh when I had a bad day. Make me feel awesome. Help me get a boyfriend.

The world would not be the same without you. Thanks so much! When I read that, especially the last two paragraphs, my heart lifted a lot. Your welcome. I was practically having a panic attack when I typed that!!

Even though I don't know you in person, to me, you are one of my best friends